When Jensen walked through the security at the airport, it took all that I had to not yell at him to come back. My whole heart felt like it left with him. I actually ached inside and all I could think about is how could I have encouraged him to leave and serve a mission. It took time for these feeling to fade. I did miss him terribly but I knew he would have the most meaningful experience of his life and that it would set a foundation of the gospel and a relationship with his Heavenly Father and Savior that would not be found otherwise. I know my family was blessed for his serve and I am so grateful he made the decision to go.
